A Bit of Frustration

So I’m doing some writing and I’ve hit a block. Not so much in what to say but in where to start and how to organize all that is in my head and my heart. It is one thing to write a blog and another to write something that is meant to bring a clear understanding to the reader. Especially when the content is fairly abstract. I need a fresh wind of the Holy Spirit to blow on me and give me wisdom and revelation. I need an anointing to write this. It is His work and it will be done His way and in His time. Holy Spirit Come!

That brings up a great point. Sometimes the Lord comes and brings a task. He comes in fire and revelation to reveal to us and empower us to do His work. Then the sensation of His approval wanes and we are left with the task alone. So how to do we get done what God told us to do? We remain in the same position we were in when He gave us His word. Our hearts must remain in a posture of dependence and brokenness before God. Just as we saw ourselves as poor when we were ignorant we must remain in poverty when we have understanding. We must realize that He gave us understanding as a free gift of grace. It was and still is His. Though the vision is alive in us it does not belong to us. We were not responsible for getting it and we are not responsible for making to come to pass. We are only rich in Him. Apart from Him we are nothing.

So Lord, do this work through me. Take my hands and type your story for your glory. I confess that I can not do this thing. However, you have given it to me as a steward. Let interest be gained as I cast my bread upon the waters. You are more than able and willing to do your will in and through me. Touch the nations!

~ by jaeson on 12/10/2009.

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